Monday, June 18, 2012

Yesterday I was thinking what it would be like to live in a community where everyone is happy and trustworthy. You would have a lot of really good friends and your children would be able to play outside without much supervision. You wouldn’t have to worry about gossip and cruel people, oh how nice that would be. I wish a place like that existed. To wake up and hear the birds chirping and just knowing your day is going to be the happiest day you could ever imagine. I have happy days all the time with my family, but I am really talking about me not being able to trust other people. I don’t understand how to form friendships and how to trust other people. I have no friends; just family, I long to have friends but have no clue on how to make them or keep them.

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

I wish I could wake up tomorrow with a nice new shiny button on my belly. A button I can push and change my size and appearance. One day I could be skinny. The next day I could be fat. Life would be so cool that way. You could try on a new size every day. Wake up and say hmmm I would like to be a super obese person today and just press the magic button or maybe you would like to be as skinny as a super model, well what are you waiting for go ahead and push that magic button, if life were that easy. Instead I have to keep living in this fat body that I created all by myself from over eating and shoving the food down my throat like I was starving and have never ever ate anything in my entire life. I wish I could lose the weight as fast as I gained it, but life just isn’t that easy. I have been eating better since March 2012 and I have managed to lose 28lbs. I still have many more pounds to go, but I plan on being at my goal weight by my 40th birthday, which is in April of 2013. I can’t wait to be happy and healthy. I will be there before I know it. I told my daughter I am just going to pretend that I am pregnant and I will be giving birth to a way happier healthy me in about 10 months, it is just like being pregnant only you eat much better and healthier like you should if you are pregnant. I can still dream about that magic button that everyone should have installed on them.

Friday, January 27, 2012

My Speech

This is my first speech for my COM 111 class. I got an 87.7 on it, because I didn't do good with eye contact. At the bottom of this post you will find a link to my speech on youtube if you would like to see it.

For those of you with children know that these wise words of wisdom from Jean are quite true, “You are worried about seeing him spend his early years in doing nothing. What!! Is it nothing to be happy? Nothing to skip, play, and run around all day long? Never in his life will he be so busy again.”

Hello everyone, my name is Elizabeth Jones. I was born 38 years ago in Columbus Ohio and yes that makes me a buckeye. Go Buckeyes!!! I attend Anne Arundel Community College and my academic major is in Human Services. Years ago I attended Meade Senior High School, which is in Fort Meade, Maryland.

Most of my adult life I have lived in Baltimore City with my awesome family, minus about 6 months me and my family lived in North Carolina, but our life wasn’t working out there so we returned home, back to good old Baltimore City. Now that I am older I would love to move back to North Carolina, hopefully in the near future.

I and my husband have been married for 21 years and we have four wonderful children. We started with two children and eleven years went by and me and my husband decided to have two more children, because we thought it would be easier to care for them since we were older, and guess what?? It is not any easier, it I actually harder to give them what they need, but we still manage and we love all our children the same. Our children’s ages are 19, 16, 5, and 2 and yes our children keep us very busy and they need a lot of love and care. They are always running, playing, working hard, and learning new things. They need our love, guidance, and support to grow and flourish to become responsible adults.

Our oldest son is 19 and he is going to College and working. He is a very intelligent young man. I am very proud of him and the man he has become. It took a lot of running and playing for him to make it to where he is at today.

Our oldest daughter is 16 and she is working very hard to get into the Naval Academy when she graduates High School. She is an honor roll student and a very strong leader. I am very proud of her. All that running and playing she is doing is really going to work out for her in her adult life.

Our 5 year old daughter is very amazing and she loves to learn. She spends hours playing, running, and learning. Our 2 year old son is a handful and he learns more and more every day through running and playing.

We were blessed with four very active and amazing children that I love with all my heart and soul. Children are truly beautiful inside and out and yes they do run, play, and learn for hours a day.

In closing I would like to say that the reason I chose the quote at the beginning of my speech is because my children are very busy big and little people and they keep us on our feet and if given the chance they would keep you on your feet too. Please try not to laugh too hard and if you must please don't make me aware of it. I gave it my best. I still have two more speeches to do after this one.

Thursday, January 26, 2012


The bible says hell is repetition. So, I think that you are born over and over again and made to live on earth until you eventually learn to follow the right path and make it back to heaven. Earth is hell. It is full of pain and suffering and yes even some happiness.

Here is what I think happens when you die; as our souls are recycled and our old bodies are returned to the earth. The light at the end of tunnel, the warm heavenly, happy feelings is actually you being born again. You see all the happy people while you are being reborn again and again. Your soul comes back in a new body, another baby. Maybe one life you may get it right and be able to go live with God in heaven, maybe not. It is your choice.

If it is not your time to go and you die, I think you remain on earth as a ghost (soul) and when it is your time to die you get to come back by being born again. The process then starts all over again. You get another chance to live and go in the right direction and that direction is towards God. Just remember hell is repetition. Being born over and over again is repetition and living on this earth is hell to most people. All the pain, suffering, and terrible things most of us go through in our life and the worst thing of all is your death. Death is a horrible thing and very hard to deal with. Death eventually hurts everyone at some point in your lives, but you get another chance.

I also think that people that get hurt real bad and suffer amnesia actually died and another soul entered their body on accident or there wasn’t a baby’s body to enter at that precise moment in time so the soul took whatever body it could find. That new soul was supposed to enter a baby’s body and it didn’t so now the soul has to relearn everything all over again just as it would in a baby’s body. Everything is repetition.

This is just my theory. I am not trying to make you follow God. That is your choice, not mine. This is just what I think in my mind. It does not mean that it is real at all.